Joy is a net of love by which you can catch souls.

If you asked me what if you look for another bus, i wanna tell you, ' i will lock you up in it and never let you go , forever you'.

Can i ??


I like to cried,i will alway say sorry when i did nothing wrong, i love to scream, mood swing easily, i like saying stories that once happened to me.I am afraid of love, i had been hurt ed so deep before. sometime i really don't feel like hating anyone but .. sometime I'm being childish. im still so childish, as im only 15 please don't expect so much from me.... and i act that i dont really care about bad comments but actually i do, i feel angry about it .

a very very paranoid girl, like to spam facebook with useless status .. annoying , think that whole world hate her, no longer loving the boy that once hurt her. no longer hating him... no longer crying for him.. get angry easily, try to be understanding but sometime my heart.. really cant do so... i m such a bitch sometime.. I gossip, i cannot be trusted, once i get angry i say out everything. having two very good best friend, claudia and jacelin, but rarely meet. Claudia, someone who i know for years, this year we quarrel so much that...

we really drift.

and i will alway think that she dislike me, i made her cried. she bring me out. The times, she do so much for me , but i throw her aside when she is feeling down, i will alway think that im right.




will never forget how mean i treated her.


Fact, sometime i wil really get angry over lil things she do but, i just get jealous and paranoid too easily.


jacelin...



someone... I really dont wanna lost, really, i will never forget how we used to chat everyday after school, with bubbletea and nuggets, i will tell her everything i feel and sometime i told her ' no,nope,im not sad' she  will tell me " i know you are sad" and started cracking joke making me laugh.
i will alway scold temper to her, i show temper for nothing and i only know how to say sorry. i know sorry doesn't cure but please know that... i really need her by my side, there's time when i totally had nobody .. no friends in school, you and jonathan is the one who stay by my side.. tangshi too...